He went to lay down while I finished homework and he fell asleep, he’s going to be annoyed that I didn’t wake him up right when I came to bed but, he should sleep awhile and I just want to lay here for awhile.
He’s a really nice guy, he’s like a little child that you just want to hold and protect- and we do that, every Wednesday. He lays there with his head in my lap, sometimes facing my tummy while in my lap, and I play with his hair while he sleeps. He’s precious, you know. He’s like a child, but only with me, other than that- he knows his responsibilities and everything. He has a decent job, at this stage in his life when he’s only 21- I think it is indeed a decent job. He still goes to university. He, I don’t know, he has his faults. There is stuff I don’t like about him but, those things just make me love him more. It’s weird, really. I don’t like the things he says sometimes, yet I love him for all that he says. He has the cutest laugh and his smile- Ans ka dimple wala smile, hai mera dil. He makes me feel like a princess, really. I hope it stays like this, because of a previous experience- I accidentally don’t trust his words, but that’s my stupidity. He had a soul made out of diamonds, just like Shivani.
Plus, he sings to me.
Maybe one day, insha’Allah, I’ll get to be his bride. We’ll be picking out our outfits, our wedding cards, our rings. Insha’Allah. And everyone, both families, will be happy. Insha’Allah.
Last night my mom was laying on her bed reading the Quls and stuff and I went and hugged her and I was about to get up but she pulled me closer until she was done reading and after she was done blowing on me, after that I was walking to my room and she told me to come back because “kuch batana tujhe”. I went and I went and layed like that again, with my head on her chest. And she goes, “you know when you layed down like this.. it reminded me of the first time I held you. Mein itni khush thi ke Allah ne pehle beta bhe diya aur ab beti bhe. Sab keh rehe te ke haan beti hoye yeh woh lekin mein khush si.. bus yaad aageya si”
man, and this is the person I’mma go against sigh why is life so hard
Oh, Adeel Hussain. Perfection must be your middle name.
I think I’d give almost anything on earth to see you writing a something, an anything — a story, a poem, a tree, that was really and truly after your own heart. — J.D Salinger, from “Seymour: An Introduction” (via violentwavesofemotion)
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sigh hai mera dil
sigh haiiii meraaa dil :P
I like the new ayaan but ngl maybe its because I’m not use to this ayaan but I missed Rishabh and wished he was there doing jogi mahi